LAUGH-tillyou-CRY

I have one day left until I am done with classes. It’s hard to belive how much things can change and how much people can change in four years. Whats even harder to belive is how fast it went by, it feels like just yesterday I was a freshmen who had no idea what she was going to do with her life. Now theres a plan, a major, a career path. If you asked me where I’ll be five years from now I could tell you exactly where I want to be, but the thing I’ve learned from these past years is that you never really know. So I’m risking everything, not holding back, and living life to the fullest. Heres tto another crazy four years. Bring it.

Everyday I find new reasons to love you more. I learn more about who you are. And there more I learn about who you are the more I discover who you are to me. With every guy I meet I gain confidence in what we have, and I’m reminded that it is special and oh so valuable to me. So bring on all the days we have ahead of us because I know that at the end I’ll be able to hold your hand and know that we made it.

Cancun was the best week of my life. I partied till i couldn’t walk straight. I met amazing people. Stayed out till 6am. Saw some beautiful sights. Danced my ass off. Got an incredible ego boost. Gained street cred. Learned that timing is everything. and realized that i’ve never loved anyone as much as i love you. SPRING BREAK 2012.

Don’t tell me not to change because it scares you to think of what it would be like if i did. Don’t trick me into thinking it would make a difference. Don’t tell me you don’t want to lose me forever and then cut me out of your life compleatly. Im happy without you and I’m better without you, so don’t come back after months of silence and dirty looks just to leave again.

I’ve never wanted to try as hard as I do when I’m with you. I’ve never been ok with saying goodbye but I know we can make it work. I never in my wildest dreams thought I would do long distance. I’ve never cared for someone the way I care about you. I’ve never had some want in their future like you do. I never liked math. I never thought I would feel this way…but I do and I wouldn’t have it any other way.